May Pandemic Era

Dear diary, I’ve been without discipline for months. I don’t remember when I have had strict discipline, but I think it’s time to put myself together. It would be nice to have time to sit down and consume podcast, audiobooks, chill out, watch thought-provoking movies, browse stocks, planning/studying, workout, and self-pamper.

Dreams last night

Dear diary, I dreamed of Dane and David walking around some grade school that I was attending. They walked around together and passed me very frequently. It's as if they looked up to me from a distance but wouldn't reconnect with me unless I was the one that reached out. In the dream, a coworker …

Dreams last night

Dear diary, I dreamed of Dane and David walking around some grade school that I was attending. They walked around together and passed me very frequently. It's as if they looked up to me from a distance but wouldn't reconnect with me unless I was the one that reached out. In the dream, a coworker …

Spring/Summer Reflection

Oh like I don't know.. It just might be me who could feel the blues while it's so sunny and bright outside... I even feel more pathetic when I reach out to a hot Swiss visitor via Instagram asking if he had any cute friends looking for a sweetie, lol. It's like I can't get …

Dating a full time student with job is hard

So it's May, spring time in full bloom. Here I am with a boy who turned 18 on January. We've been talking over the phone late nights for hours. He sounds super mature over the phone and has a full scholarship to UW and won't have to pay for school, great. So here's the thing. …

Paid off my debt

Today, my transaction went through to pay the rest of my debt. And I want to write this to remember how hideous it is (student loans) and how horrible it is to be owned by a bank, lol. This is their bread and butter. This is what people have to deal with and have to …

Thankful Day

Dear Someone from Above, Thanks for such a wonderful day today, even though it had its imperfections - it was wholesome nonetheless. Thank you for such a wonderful patient who made my day, she made me laugh. She's 67 years old. I handed her something she needed signed before we proceeded with her appointment, she …

Retired receptionist at 50 and banker in 20s

I noticed that the regular receptionist at my dentist, Trish, is missing from front desk. She always was there no matter what. Anyway, my dentist told me she retired and now manages ten properties after inheriting that and wealth fro. Her rich, deceased brother - my condolences. So some bankers in NYC graduate in Cornell …

From an Admirer

Hey, You're probably mid to late 20s walking around in your physical therapy clinic downstairs. You're always dressed business casual and look always busy. You never seem to look around when I'm waiting for the elevator to get to work. I wonder what you think about, if there's someone special in your heart, already. I …

Heart bleed

I woke up today with a little heart break. I dreamed of him again with his boyfriend whom he briefly mentioned and is someone who I've never seen a picture of before. So in the dream it was this guy with smaller frame and blond hair sticking up. I wake up asking why have I …