New job thoughts

I think I miss texting my previous boss, despite how difficult things were. He probably feels happy for me to have moved on. The next time I want to reach out to him would be when I get a promotion at my new job. My new boss likes hearing how excited I am and how …

May Pandemic Era

Dear diary, I’ve been without discipline for months. I don’t remember when I have had strict discipline, but I think it’s time to put myself together. It would be nice to have time to sit down and consume podcast, audiobooks, chill out, watch thought-provoking movies, browse stocks, planning/studying, workout, and self-pamper.

September rain 2019

For some reason, at times like these I'm glad that I decided to stay single after all these years

Buying a house

A man bought a house in 1974 at age 28 $17k-$30k in Spokane, WA. His salary at the time was $12k and could qualify for food stamp but didn't

Tilde

I wish he would just blatantly confess his love and adoration

How do we do today?

My goal right now is to get into IT because I desire a job that has a wide range of lateraling and has a higher potential for income. I've developed the soft skills in a professional healthcare setting and have had exposures working with varying degrees of people which would benefit me in that sense. …

Uh hi

It's thanksgiving day. I miss Justin, for some reason. Glad he's happy.

People hurt

I've learned something from dating guys and falling for ones that I feel have neglected me. Stop focusing on people who have hurt you. We seem to obsess with them and further hurt ourselves. As much as the problem has a simple solution, it is difficult, but it is straightforward and addressable. Focus on ones …

Bite-Sized Pity #boyProblems

Dear Diary, It's a sunny day during fall, it's October. I am doing okay but could be better if only James would come up with any reason to chat with me today. His mother is visiting and is preoccupied. But I wonder if I have entered his mind as much as he has entered mine. …

Why do I miss him?

Why do I miss Emron? Is it because of his exciting career? That he is kind and gentle to strangers he meets? Is it because when I was with him he made me felt like I was able to catch up with what I felt like I missed out early in my life? I am …