Dear Diary, I tried to make three dishes this morning and all resulted in failure. I tried soup, ground beef, and eggplant. I tried to "wing" it, but I guess I can't quite cook a descent meal today. I felt like wanting to giving up cooking altogether as I've wasted so much food. I thought … Continue reading Growing Pains – Cooking/Friends/Career
Omg! Yay. Another milestone achieved. Ugh. I've had a really good birthday that I haven't had in a while. I'm so thankful. I've been surrounded by people that mean much to me, close friends and family. I couldn't ask for more. And even yet, mom won $900+ at the slot machines haha. I think that's … Continue reading I turned 27
Dear Diary, I was out on the street to change my parking, and before getting in my car there was this cute, tall, white guy in a black hoodie coming from the gym making eye contact. I looked back, and then totally broke eye contact. I should have maintained it. You owe it to the … Continue reading Cute guy in hoodie
I looked over our old texts today. I looked at his pictures. Well, before I deleted the conversation I saved the pics into a folder. Now I'm watching the latest 50 Shades of Grey. Meh. It's bootleg. But it's such a shame that people in countries like Brazil look to US thinking that this might … Continue reading 50 shades and Him
It's time to reign in my thoughts. I just realized that my mind goes on autopilot on seeking out events, current problems, interaction, and etc going on around me that I have no control over and my body is saying - stop it and just remember to breathe and embrace it. A lot of things … Continue reading Racing thoughts
Today I am no longer vegan! I am ready to feel revitalized haha. We'll see. I need more protein!
I woke up realizing I just had a nightmare. I had a dream about Dane who was friends with my older cousin (who in real life has never met nor whom I talk to much) but they were such good friends in my dream and Dane treated me like chopped liver, like in real life. … Continue reading Dane in my dream
I usually have three days off in the week, and Benjamin who looks really good on paper said that I might just be his housewife. That'd be so cool. But idk, haha. He's 28 I'm 26. His income allows us to. He's always hitting on me. Lol. He graduated at the top of his class … Continue reading Housewife, really?
I've been feeling a little emotional this morning, I've been listening to Lady Gaga just for nostalgia's sake in the past couple of days. When 'Bloody Mary' played today, it reminded me that at this moment I'm turning 27 next months and I live in Seattle. All of those combinations remind me of Justin of … Continue reading Emote/Le Justin
Veganism of mine ends Feb 2018, I'm excited 🙂 Will be eating with friends hehe