About Him

I can’t stop thinking about him. Whatever I do, may it be washing dishes, I think about Emron and what we did and what he was like. I like him a lot. I’m getting to know him more. I’m spending more of my time with him what he has to say and the things we have in common and things we don’t have in common. I can’t help but smile all the time when I’m around him, my face starts to hurt. He wanted to have lunch with me during one of our work days when I had to work clinic around his area. That was so sweet of him to do. I’m learning about his values, morals, and things he likes and dislikes to do. He’s quite charming and was nice to one of the waitresses who I could tell was started to get swooned by him as he took the time to have conversation with her. He means well and I can’t wait to give him more sweet kisses the next time we meet.

Casually Romantic

I met Emron yesterday in person after chatting the morning of, we played tennis around 10:40AM. We chatted and got to know each other more while playing tennis. After rallying and playing a game afterwards, we followed where music came from in the park. We discovered there was a rock band of high school teens performing and they were extremely good and impressive. There was this girl with great showmanship and a little boy with a dramatic fro and sun glasses playing the guitar, they played so professionally hahaha. Of course, we enjoyed the music, the sun, and ourselves. We then drove to Fremont to eat at this local vegan venue in his Delorean with the doors rising up to open. During the drive, so many people give his car attention, giving him a thumbs up, asking him questions, and even having a picture taken with her in the driver’s seat! So we had two vegan pizzas and a cookie. It was satisfying. We make our way back to Emron’s car and I see a familiar looking couple about to cross the street. I exlaimed, “Is that Dr. Shen?” She turns around and it is her!!! Oh my gosh!!! It was such a nice surprise. We hugged and her husband and introduced them to Emron. Hahaha She is so kewl hahahaha, cannot get over it! And so we make our way back to his car and go to Gas Works then Golden Gardens then Green Lake Park and a Pho restaurant.

A Financial Advisor

There was this financial advisor I took back in clinic. He works up stairs. He bragged about growing client’s portfolio 14% annually. Yea, yea, I know how you make money, man. I’ll stick to my ETFs.

Vet and a Biochemist

I had a 30 year old patient who was a vet, apparently we use the same eye drops – properacaine for dropping and the familiar use of tonopen, except it’s being done on her. She’s a general practitioner for pets, told me that she refers them out for cataract surgeries and glaucoma etc. So after I walk out of the room and take back the next patient, this 28 year old girl who is a biochemist in UW (who in most cases says she’s a scientist for simplification) and she studies the brain and basically tries to solve the mystery of diabetes. She harvests lab mice and uses them for the sake of science. But she says it is not in vain, it saves many people’s lives. I told her how hilarious it was that she’s telling me this when a patiet I previously took back was a vet. She was super cool, she’ from the east coast. She shares the same things I observed with the pacific northwest. Anyways, super awesome ladies… back to back.

Wisdom from a former professor and self-employed lawyer

He advised, as a 63 year old former professor and self-employed lawyer, that new lawyers are mostly left not making much money and that people in the field are not wanting to be partners as much as they used to as before. He mentioned that he has a cousin who is a partner at Perkins and Coie in the aviary department. He says law schools are just churning more and more lawyers and they are getting replaced by technology and not a lot of people need their service.

Coin Analysis Paper (BTC, ETH, LYKK, DGB, MNX, ANS (NEO), SC)

I feel an immense need to write a paper on my experience in cryptocurrency so far. It started back in 2014 when I invested into 2 Bitcoins for $757.64 and diversified when it had grown to $5053.75 in 2017. In my research I concluded that I needed to reinvest all of it completely. The reason why I have depleted Bitcoins for other coins was the fear in the community, implementation of a new technology that would activate on Aug 1st, and uncertainty that events would lead to inflation and even reaching a value of $0.00. In order to preserve its value, I reinvested half of my Bitcoin ($2289.08 price fluctuates) and another $2100 from fiat to Ethereum, which at this point has grown 50% in value (to $6583.62) in the past 1-1.5months, sprouting an additional $2194.54 to its current value. The other half (Total: $2764.67: $506.05 to MinexCoin ICO, $988.67 to Digibyte, $1270.67 Lykke) was split into three coin investments that very different from each other. This was within my first 1-2 weeks returning to the crypto-atmosphere. MinexCoin and Lykke are similar in a way that they lean toward price stability. They are different in that MinexCoin was my first experience in an ICO and includes a feature of “parked” tokens in which it would grow 33.7% coins per year, right now it is set to grow 70% in its first year. Lykke has a very nice and friendly user interface, it’s a trading platform with 0 comission. These two have been the rock in my volatile portfolio, together they have increased ~$250 in value. My biggest disappointment would be my investment in Digibyte which has since plummeted. I was 1-2 weeks into the cryptosphere and very hyped up coins manage to have shifted my interest in investing in that coin. From my perspective as an investor, yes, they did have a somewhat weird looking website, featured too many features that promise to make, and the entire community just kept talking about the currency going to the moon etc. It looked quite exciting, being that I was pretty “new” I put $988.67 in it to which rose to around $1200 and after all the hype, today it is sitting at around $521.60. This puts me so far at a $271.60 loss in that group of investment. Imagine had I invested $2764.67 into just one of these coins, there would have been a 1 in 3 chances that I would easily cut my investment in half.

After another 1 or 2 weeks, I had a nagging feeling that I needed to diversify my Ethereum funds that I believed in, immidiately. I invested $711.50 from Ethereum to AntShares (NEO) and $1076 to Sia. I am quite grateful I did it then because soon afterwards Ethereum started to have its problem with transactions and went into a flashcrash, transactions were being backlogged and things were getting messy. My gut feeling told me that I needed to get some Litecoin from fiat at $1979.06. At this point I’m a “hodler” for ETH (Smart Contract), LYKK (Stable/Bank/Trade), DGB (??), MNX (Stable/Bank/Growth), ANS (NEO) (Smart Contract+), and SC (Storage).

I have deeply contemplated of putting all eggs in one basket into Antshares (NEO) in hopes that a $12,500 investment would grow to $560,000 within a year. Though I strongly believe that it is possible, my conservative side and my quick life lesson from DGB tells me to do so otherwise. I look forward to getting more Bitcoin when the price, hopefully, plummets, and the dust have settled around November 2017.

Circa July 4th, 2015

Dear Diary,

I was invited to a July 4th party at a friend’s condo in Capitol Hill where we can see the Gas Works fireworks happening from his backyard. I never knew that there could be such a circle of (good-looking) gay men where who party the same way over and over again. Partying in a way where they were all getting high and going to the club scene dancing half naked with other random men. The host and the host’s friends seem to always be after fresh meat of gay guys that have just moved newly to the city. The host who invited me and was keen on me (whom I’ve put off dating and hanging out with at the turn of the year) has a new boyfriend who moved in last March. Mike (Mike is one of the host’s friend) has a new boyfriend as well who moved in just a couple of weeks ago from Texas who works for Boeing as a mechanical engineer manager. Last year, he didn’t have a boyfriend. The host, Mike, and a cute guy who I don’t know the name of were playing a bit of a tug-o-war with me (me being the rope) plus other guys from the nightclub, this was a huge contrast from last year’s party. These two new guys are both Asian. After talking to them, they both seem to be in love with their boyfriends. They feel genuinely in love and serious about the relationship that these two Asian guys find themselves in. They are so naïve, unfortunately.

I spoke with a pediatric neurologist the following day, who told me about a study that came from Japan about platonic cuddling. In japan there is a service where people can purchase 1 hour of platonic cuddling, usually it is men who are the customers of this service. We talked about how everyone is just looking to release dopamine, oxytocin, and other neurotransmitters from hookups. We came to a brief conclusion that the methods that these gay men engaging in hookups are a primeval way of releasing of those enjoyable neurotransmitters. The maybe perfect alternative to hookups would be finding one’s self a platonic cuddle buddy or just being surrounded with really close friends that one would be comfortable to cuddle with in bed… platonically.

Going back to the party, I’ve spoke with a few gay men in the party of which have interesting, well-paid jobs. One’s a financial advisor with some sort of specialization, real estate agent, etc. In the party, there are a two types of guys, the ones that knows and are friends with everybody and then the group that are quite new and doesn’t know anybody from the party (who often become the wall flowers). Both type of guys are good looking, no one in the party went passed the BMI of 25, 95% of the guys were physically fit, even the wall flowers of the party were quite cute. The former type of guys would usually be found having fun, making jokes, talking to everyone, dancing in place, etc. There was this very wealthy man who was in the party who has a very beautiful home that I went to during last year’s Christmas Party. Now, he told me what he does, what I think he does is pretty cool. It’s commercial and, to make it less vague, what he does is found in every Costco store. He’s just so damn rich, haha. He’s very nice, polite, and intelligibly confident. Just when everyone was trickling out to the nightclub that everyone from the party was going to, this man just feeds crack to other gays in the balcony like it was nothing. He shares these drugs as if it only cost him a dime. From the balcony, I pass a bedroom where some of these guys were getting high on drugs, too. Out in the living room I hear a conversation about people trying other drugs and how it has affected them positively and negatively. All I ever had was just a can of beer, which was enough to ride out the buzz and pretend like I was on something. Everyone seem to be curious what I was on and I tell them that I’m on nothing, and they think that I’m lying which I thought was hilarious. I didn’t have to be so convincing! Everyone else just seemed to be completely shat.

So we were the last batch of group that left the condo and went to the nightclub. In the nightclub we were greeted by the people from the party. Walking down further and down the stairs, we can see guys who had come from our party dancing without their shirt on. The dance floor was quite full. I got myself a shot of tequila and continued on to the dancefloor. I enjoyed myself for a bit and then one of the guys that I know from the party started to lift my shirt up as if to remove it. He goes, “I know you’re fit, you’re a trainer,” to which I reply, “Yeah, but I’m conservative. I’m not like that.” The night goes on when the club gets to be even more full and then to my surprise (comparing from the last time I went out) there were a lot of Asians on the dance floor. I think what had happened was that Canadians drove from Vancouver to Seattle to party for the summer. I was completely turned off. Then I took a step back and observed the entire situation as a whole. I saw the faces of the guys I knew and the rest of the people in the club and thought, how could anyone live like this?? How was this different from last time? Is this it? I didn’t find this activity purposeful, I’ve already had my fun that one time around last year, and now it’s just oh so boring. I felt a bit disenchanted and decided to leave the club and all of it behind me. Thankfully, the streets were safe as it was quite a ways to walk to my car. I drove home after that… until I got whisked away by some beautiful, Swiss foreigner driving a red convertible Mustang who was heading back to Switzerland 8am that morning. He’s a hot 30 year old and we are staying in touch. I’ll keep it brief as that encounter is a whole different story. It’s easy to conclude that I at least ended my July 4th wonderfully, haha.

Another Day

circa 08/08/2015

Dear diary,

Today, I had a date with a guy who looked quite similar to my crush in middle school all grown up. By that I mean if you put them if you put them side by side, they have very similar facial features and body hair. When I was at his place laying next to him at an angle made the both of them more identical. Which was so attractive. I learned that Bozeman, Missouri is a nice place where many rich people live.

Sincerely,
Me

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